PAMELA

2009-05-09T10:20:00.003+08:00

happy long weekends(:

its so boring here. im dying,
now i cant wait for sunday,cause matthew and i gonna play prank on calvin XD
our evil plan is gonna be successful ^^ charlene also know about it i think,cause she overheard :D teehee.
todays gonna be boring,but yeah, maybe ill study? though i have no mood for that now. [:

everything im not-the veronicas
i was losing myself to somebody else
but now i see
and i dont wanna pretend
so this is the end of you and me
cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
cause she's everything
everything im not.

2009-05-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

im tired of everything,
i think i cant take it sooner or later.
i think its just not what i hoped it would be.
and for that,i give up .

i lost myself.

2009-05-08T14:22:00.007+08:00

maths paper one.
i make stupid mistakes:O
two hours,i felt so tired):

after paper,went macs with nat and sanba to eat breakfast teehee.
then went home omg im damn guai:D
its actually quite good to be home early,cause i haven been home early for many many days.
:D
tomorrow,sat and sun considered a long weekend. hopefully i will mug for hist,physics and FNN. cause i think there's not much time to study already. but will i even bother mugging? hopefully(:

and i hope tht i'll never see darry(daryl) because he'll whack my ass . and too bad i can hit him as well cause we had a bet tht whoever fall asleep in class will get whacked. and he fell asleep during chem paper,while me hmm doze off in lessons(hey,i tried my best not to sleep) :D

im hugging my dog, rain now:D
5 more papers to go;

sometimes it just so hard to even face you.

2009-05-07T19:33:00.005+08:00

i studied till im so tired.

hist test- SIX UPON TWENTY. how wonderful la, stupid history sucks.

and then i dontunderstand moment of force at all,damn dumb): hate physics.

ohyah,during FNN ranjini lie on the floor and did the rolling on the floor againdamn it funny. crap crap crap during free lesson:D oh yes nat's my giraffe and ahbell's ash :DD

maths and chem consultation, its quite good cause i learned stuff (:

tomorrow maths paper one,wish me luck and to the rest:D

hehe. and maths and chem consultation was funny[: thanks miss lim and miss tan for teaching us. (:(: though i think i dont really get maths.

me:40 countries(instead of cm)

miss lim:yes pamela,40 countries.

siti and me:LAUGH.

and many things happened,but i forget cause my brain very tired now,:O

took 165,then siti sat in front of me, haha then got this man took up a lot of place of hers,then she look at me. i LAUGHED.

omg,i seriously cant remember what happened.

:) my brain not working seriously.

okay whatever,im ending here. haha,and yes tomorrow's MATHS. ALL THE BEST:D

teehee. ohyeap,ahbell came to my class just now after her amath paper:D

why isit so difficult,

to understand what you're thinking.

wth.

2009-05-06T17:15:00.006+08:00

slack day(:

in the morning while walking towards woodlands mrt, it suddenly downpour on me):
i was drenched and was freezing in the train): then i somehow dried myself on the train.
then reached somerset,missed 174 again ): so took the later one with AHBELL:D

then go to school, didnt have chinese! had one lesson of maths(: and pe(captain's ball) and FNN slack for five lessons! talked talked non stop(: then english slack also. I PASSED ENGLISH CA[:

after school,went macs saw tht group of people. EEW,spoil appetite la. haha,then takeaway food go bus stop(: uhmm then tht group of people outside macs,like keep staring at me,siti and nicole. i didnt care,i just say stuff loudly.
:D i dont give a damn,

ohyes,then took 165 with sanba and nic(:
nic alighted at thomson:P
sanba and i continued our journey to hougang while eating:)
haha,then we keep crapping and its damn funny so i LAUGHED.
then got this man sit in front of us , then his body odour damn strong):
somemore sit in front of me. omg,i nearly died. seriously): lucky i eat finish already:D but like EEEWWW. so cannot stand it la. i tried to not react obviously.(:

siti's my wifey now(:
cant wait for exams to be over OMG.
psst.to laurat: i found your link:P
aww,AF you crazy person.

you will never understand,
never wanna say goodbye.

ohso funny day!

2009-05-05T20:47:00.006+08:00

nat,me and hamster(:

me and hamster(:

me and natawah(:

nat,me and nana(:

nana so cute right!:D

nat,me and hamster(:

nat,me and athena(:

nat,me and hamster athena(:

damn funny day

in the morning,dorothy,faaiza and i miss 174,the moment i caome out from somerset mrt already miss the bus la(: then we took 123 to the turn after the expressway to cross the bridge to take a bus to school. then the moment we alight,got this no insult,but fat man rolling about on the pavement. at first we thought he got problem cause he look like he is in pain! so faaiza suggested tht we should approach and ask if he's okay. but eveyrtime we try to approach,dorothy and i laughed like siao. cause the way he roll about damn funny! hahaha![: so right,faaiza somemore go add in"i think he got obesity problem" wl,damn funny.

so faaiza gave up and went to see for herself. then she came back and said,i think he's just trying to sleep. dory,faaiza and i laughed untill our legs were wobbly when climbing the bridge

HAHAH. untill we board the bus still laughing,like crazy people la(:

then ss paper, DAMN SHIT , wth is vietcong.

english,i hope i pass.

after exams went to athena house with nat.

im the most stupid person on earth,i dropped my phone at the shell petrol station while playing with nat. :OO and i dint even know till we were in athena's house and then i realise it was gone. thanks athena and nat for helping me find my phone,love you two:D

nat and i walked all the way back,hoping to find while athena searched her house(:

then nat spotted it on the floor,thank god no car went over my fragile phone:D

then went back to athena's house to "study" we ate spagetthi(yummy) and then played with athena's stuff. ohyes,we did study for awhile. i did a few maths questions leh!

athena and i played taptap. i tell you ah she's a pro

our fingers ache lor:D hehe! then when we going down in the lift. i wanted to pull her, then she fell forward and her hand went right smack on my boob she's so perverted XD

then we laugh untill the lift go first floor[:nat was like "eh you dont come and smack my butt ah!"

today is damn funny

blogged,9.49 pm.

you're no longer the person i knew.

im just so lazy.

2009-05-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

~~when it all seem too perfect~~
change my blogskin instead of studying OMG. what am i even thinking? shucks.
goodluck to me man,and the rest for socialstudies.

2009-05-04T17:53:00.007+08:00

my green(Watermelon sweet) !:D this is the sweet tht give me sugar rush(:

siti sanba and me(:

sanba!

(:^^

chinese exams

alright,it kinda suck cause whenever i fall asleep or anyone does,the invigilator(Spelling?)

will tap and make sure you're awake. wanna sleep also cannot):

so tiring i tell you. im just writing crap cause i hate compos and letter writing.

yupp,then went swirl with nat,nic and siti^^ i ate vanilla!

siti and nat ate peanut butter and chocolate(:

i think tomorrows gonna suck. cause guess what? SS is the first paper omg! and got english): i cant afford to fail this cause my ca1 fail english. and my first time fail,guess standards went up): and its saddening because fail english is something damn sickening): NOOOOO.goodluck to me,and the rest of course(:(:

and after reading something. i suddenly feel bad/: idk whether it's the truth or not. i no longer know. wth is wrong with you? forget it,im just wasting my time away on you.

and to you:yes,i cant bring myself to talk to you. i just cant.

angels cry-the red jumpsuit apparatus.

angels cry when stars collide

i cant eat,i cant breathe

i wouldnt want it any other way.

my heart burns through

my chest to the floor

tearing me silently although abruptly

words cant hide as im taking you home

and i tried to see

tried to understand your words as im taking you home.

2009-05-03T16:30:00.007+08:00

oh,exams are in a day's time

OHNO. got to start mugging! actually for the other subjects as well(: though its chinese tomorrow.and goodluck to everyone:D

and yes,everyone seems to be mugging like crazy. but im down here lazing:PP
not tht i dint try,its just difficult for me ):

okay,all the best everyone(:

in church: matthew and calvin loves disturbing me):
my goal:GROW GROW TALL.

we're the one,
the ones forgotten.
the future's ours,
its in our hands.

2009-05-02T21:23:00.004+08:00

nicole and pamela(:

nicole and pamela,

nicole and pamela(:

jolene with SS book(: jolene[:

studydate with jolene and nicole

it was kinda productive,because i did maths and remembered SOCIALSTUDIES[:

because jolene need to revise on her secthree work(: so we keep on repeating the facts over and over again. to tell you,i forget EVERYTHING ALREADY(:

I GOT STM

teehee,andand it was funny overall. :DD HEHE, joho,i've got unglam shots of you :p

thanks jolene for teaching me today(:

andyes.

i think im going crazy cause i couldnt seeyou):

i think physics sucks.

i think FNN sucks.

im hate exams because it sucks.

goodluck to everyone,we shall get through all the papers and have fun afterwards:D

2009-05-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

i decided to delete that stupid post.
but i think i will still try to save

WENT ON MSN.daryl won two points of our nonsene "debate"
and this is how it went, for the first point(:

lots of things on my mind now but some thing remains at the top of my mind....says:
hello panda(:

isay:
hello dolphin

23:51:36I say:
not fair,youre not a biscuit):

23:51:43Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
uh huh

23:51:52Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i can eat you when i'm hungry

23:51:55Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
which i am nowww

23:52:28I say:
i cant eat dolphin flesh):

23:52:38Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
heheh

23:52:41I say:
think of a biscuit to suit you!

23:52:43Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
this is fun

23:53:25I say:
NO ITS SO SO NOT!

23:54:15Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i like you being a biscuit

23:54:22Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
hello biscuit(:

Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i like pamela the biscuit

23:56:57I say:
noooo,i want daryl to be a biscuit!{:

23:59:00Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
what kind of biscuit am i?

23:59:10Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i know you are a hello panda biscuit

23:59:17I say:
DARYL BISCUIT?(i really couldnt think of anyth): )

23:59:35Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
not applicable

Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
another point for me!!

00:00:30Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
woohoo!!

00:03:12Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
hi pamela the biscuit

00:03:35I say:
hey thts like suppose to be PAMELA THE GREAT

00:04:50Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
nahh

00:04:57Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i now like pamela the biscuit

00:05:09Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i like the choco ones

00:05:39I say:
too bad im not coated with choc:P

00:06:33Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
you can try putting chocolate onto yourself :D

00:07:04I say:
no way!

00:07:08I say:
IM TOO FABULOUS

Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
you are too fabulously delicious

Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i feel like eating biscuits now

00:09:11I say:
GO SEVEN ELEVEN BUY!

00:10:06Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
why should i since there is a biscuit in front of me:D

blahblahblah;

00:11:58I say:
this is a unique biscuit tht cant be eaten

00:11:59Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
whyy?

00:12:07Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
issit made out of diamond?

00:12:55I say:
YUPPP.

00:13:01Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
cool

00:13:07I say:
ITS TO EXPENSIVE TO BE EVEN PURCHASED!

00:13:09Lots of things on my mind now, but some thing remains at the top of my mind.... says:
i can eat diamonds lehh and i can afford it:)

and then off go that lazy dolphin to sleep soon after(:
oh yes,the second point was he got to say the last goodbye(: a few days back:O

2009-05-01T16:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN:DD

happybirthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happybirthday to jiamin,
happy birthday to you:D

oh yes,i went to buy my lunch and guess what,i saw matthew[: and he was laughing at me cause i looked insane,according to him. nevermind,i'll kill him in church on sunday instead! :D
tomorrow gonna meet,nicole and jolene to study(:
hope it will be fruitful^^
exams are coming,like next mon!:OO

bytheway,happy labour's day everyone!

time to say goodbye,(i just dont wanna waste another day)

2009-04-30T18:13:00.003+08:00

jiamin!(:
me,malaystallaunty and nicole(:

jolene with greta's bottle!:)

jiamin unglam(:

standing?(:

me and greta's bottle(: i love to spray people:P

joho"my shoe wet):"

poor cass got whacked by me):

jiamin's mini birhday party!

school was boring,and we had to clear everything under our desks cause exam's like next monday chinese somemore,goodluck everyoneafter exams,slack^^

hist test was horrible because

1.i forget abt it though sanba reminded me yesterday:O

2.i never study

3. i wrote crap to make it look a bit longer(:

4.xiiaobob dint wanna give us clue XD

sanba wasnt feeling well today,get well soon

ohoh and i finally print out coursework:Di feel so accomplished(: and i wonder why miss kee didnt go to school for so long,hope she's alright. we missed seven lessons of fnn this week

i suck at physics seriously,i mean just loook at the amount of mistakes i made in the workbook exercises :OO

after school,went island to buy jiamin's cake! yummycake,hehe(:

had to ask jiamin to go "guides room" hehe!

when approaching,pris throwed water bomb at jiamin!

she was shocked! cass and greta appeared with her cake(: the cake was left on the drain,while we were all busy getting revenge and bombing each other its such a unique place to celebrate birthday,behind guides room just beside the dental van^^

but it was so funny,all the unglam pics:) heee! ate the cake in the canteen though(:

people who were there:jolene,cass,greta,jiamin,pris,anna:D

then went to area around guides room and talked with the malay stall,international stall and noodles stall stall holders. omg,saddening. how can the stupid school just find a new vendor and let all the stall holders go away? wht about them? how can the school! D: wth,sucks.

wth is she thinking? i mean like eh,youre damn unreasonable can. stupid shit.

and yes,i'll be there for you through it all.

2009-04-29T20:39:00.003+08:00

simyee and me(:

nicole unglam

me unglam): siti unglam again unglam:P

school was so shiok because kimchi didnt come,five lesson of FNN GONE:D

it was super slack! haha[:

ranjini is such a perverted girl :P omggg and scary(she comes around and act like a pervert XD)

but FNN was so funny, i was trying to control my laughter as much as i can, because the 4/7 FNN girls came in for their test

after school,went to macs with nat,sanba,nic and simyee(last min decision:P)

saw ahbell and her friend,flower(i forget her name :X)

ohyes,and then of course lunched. and decided to stay to do "work" in the end i only did one maths question:D

i forget what funny stuff happened (i seriously STM D:) so yah,i cant blog about it):

ohyes,got to know from the western stall aunty that 28th may is the last day that all the canteen stall vendors will be in smss.): omg,i really sad! aunty is so nice (:(: i'll miss her! she even said we can go to her house and she'll cook for us^^ so nice! awh,the new stalls better be good. school management ~~rocks~~ NOT.

bytheway,we have a plan going on tomorrow:P yay!

exams sucks.

2009-04-28T18:04:00.003+08:00

~~long day~~ teehee,school dismiss at 130 pm instead:D

ohyes,in school that teacher gave me,joy,jasmine and zhihui a warning point because i talk in class,pass comments, joy sprayed deodorant and talk,jasmine sleep and zhihui never take out common test paper. i mean like its so dumb,not only we all talking only right.

FNN coursework,still not done. must hurry go do later on.
got back physics-at least i pass(: 30/50.

went to compass point with sanba and nicole,ohwell for lunch.
then before even eating i got damn pissed,really pissed.
because of something which i cant blog about:O,you think invading into people's privacy very fun isit. WL EHHHH. go eat shit.

but at least sanba and nicole managed to cheer me up somehow,thanks!:D
then nicole had to go for tuition,so sanba and i slack a while wanted to find somewhere to print coursework,but forget it, i haven even finish yet:P
then walked around,then i go home(:

yesyes,exams coming): soon,very soon. have to start studying soon.
maybe saturday studying with jolene?

this is how you remind me-nickelback
this is how you remind me of what i really am
and this is how you remind me of what i really am.

its not like you,to say sorry
i was waiting on a different story
this time i was mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
i've been wrong,i've been down
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head scream
are we having fun yet?
yeah yeah yeah,nono
yeah yeah yeah,nono

psst.yes i know tht we're not talking.
ans yes i missyou.

2009-04-27T19:12:00.003+08:00

we just love the pictures(:

in school,i just keep dozing off,during maths was the most amount of time i doze off

too tired,i dislike mondays.

okay then after school stayed back to do FNN coursework,the suckiest thing on earth,till now also haven finish DIE ahah! then siti was so pissed cause got this sec one girl she keep printing stuff,then siti's papers got used up by her. and siti didnt get to print her stuff after doing,so got irritated right? thn zh was so nice,along with andrea. they went to ask some sec one who's bronchure it belonged to. then i think the sec ones got scared,haiyo(: ohwell,

her friend will ask tht sec one girl to give siti papers back tomorrow,thanks:D

after tht take bus with sanba and nic(:

we laughed as usual about kitkats and stuff. sanba's chocolate got mashed up tgtg with her phone,yuck so oily. haha! but funny(:

ohyes siti and i made up a nicer name for kitkats kitkat baobei in short,k2 b2 teehee(:

controlled my bladder for superb long on the bus 161 :O wah,i chiong immediately home^^

gonna try to do coursework later,its 5o% of exams marks for FNN.

exmas coming,freeze time D:

i cant stand to fly.

im not that naive.

im more than a bird,

im more than a plane.

2009-04-26T18:06:00.003+08:00

those who went for RI(:

campfire pit(:

on the train,(:

on the bus,to kranji mrt(:
at the station(kranji):D

pictures from:ruth's camera(:

2009-04-26T14:00:00.005+08:00

my file(:

im so obedient,i rushed home immediately after church:D im a goodgirl,actually i have two reasons why i rushed home.
1.so that my parents cant nag at me
2.so that i wont be drenched in the rain,its drizzling now:O

i look forward to tomorrow because:
1.i can see all my wonderfullies<3!
2.i want to see nonsene going on.

im so dead because:
1.coursework is due tomorrow,and we're planning to do tomorrow
2.i havent start revising anything when midyears are like soSOOOOONNN D:

i miss yesterday because it was at least more interesting than today.
calvin loh,can you stop calling me short! i have enough of people saying tht:P btw,calvin is my new church friend(: im gonna try to love wefc.

exams! ~~mugging~~ trying to start.
my goals for now:
1.mug for exams
2.grow taller
3.try to pay attention in class
:D

updated 3.07;
someone smsed me and asked who's daryl and why his name appear and his dint appear on myblog. so here goes,
dear af,your "o" levels this year,all the best to you and jiayou for studying(:
midyears coming,meet you after mid years okay:D

updated 5.31;
just watchedhotel for dogs the shows really cute.
but thr's some part which is sad. im emotional when it comes to animals.):

2009-04-25T23:57:00.005+08:00

limin,dana and me(: my wonderful juniors(:

dk when was this, miss soroma's in the pic(:

nicole and me;when my hair still wet(:

ruth and me(:

the pretty fire(:

celia and me(:
me and nicole (:

me and valen(:
RI CAMPFIRE AT SARIBUM

met nic at four at causeway,saw daryl and liyi there:D

i love those who went,so enthu so great:D we were making lots of noise on the bus,but the bus driver was nice and dint scold us(: hehe;yay-ness:D

thn reach saribum scouts campsite,many memories flood back into our minds(sec three camp!)

we were ushered to our place to sit,and guess wht we were seated right next to marist!

and then,we camwhored a bit first before the campfire began(:

daryl was there and he sat at the same row as me actually really near me:P

then i forget why we started to "abuse" each other,he hit me,i hit back,he hit and i hit XD

then keep like disturbing him,i feel like a meanie D: but he also disturb me so i guess im not mean after all:D i must admit i enjoyed myself partly due to daryl dolphin,cause he got joy aura(he said tht)

but thanks daryl-it was great "abusing"you and doing crappy stuff:P daryl is nice,but im NICER:D sorry for abuse;and no i wont pay for your bill sorry!

campfire was overall great because of all the enthu-ness and the fun of it:D

congrats to marist for getting most enthu award(we did try our best st margs!)

after campfire,on the bus,we offed all the lights on the bus and liyi told us a ghost story which i find really creepy): but jokes made up for it:D

ohyes,at the mrt waited for daryl with nicole and ruth(:

then took train with,daryl,nic,ruth,dana,limin and durga:D tried to take unglam shots of daryl but failed to:O

i had too much fun,i forget about my worries(:

i love to scream:D

those who went:

ME~

nicole,valen,ruth,liyi,celia,jessie,bernice,beatrice,dana,limin,durga,venessa,christabel,miss chua and miss soroma:D

2009-04-25T12:27:00.006+08:00

i miss the above:AHBELL,AHBELLPOOPOO,AHBELL POOP,POOBELL,DOORBELL:D

its saturday;RI campfire later on hope to take lots of pictures then can post(:

either update later or tomorrow.

meeting nicblur at 4 pm later at causeway.[:

i got a pocket,pocketful of sunshine.
take me away,a secret place
a sweet escape,take me away
take me away,to better days
take me away,a hiding place.

2009-04-24T18:43:00.011+08:00

mirror reflection(:

nic,sanba, me(:

nic,sanba,me(:

open mouth,close mouth,open mouth(:

idk wth i doing:p

smiling,pouting(:

close eyes,open eyes(:

me and siti sanba(:

us(:
us us us!
siti and me we look wrong:P

siti was gonna get rape!

hist -was just talk talk talks(:

maths-nothing much happened,went through graded assignment four(:

english-wanted to do filing but didnt get to,so did worksheet(:

recess-noodles!

chem-filing i did filing!:D neat and tidy!

ss-forget what we do XD

ct-clean classroom(:

assembly-life session;sat with ahbell:D

after school,went to hougang mall with sanba and nic(: to lunch and print photos(in the end not much money to print lor!) lunch was filling! ohyes,the longjohn sliver person asked us to work there! hehe:D went to this toyshop,eh the stuff uber cute wanna buy stuff from there next time!! sanba and i keep looking out for kitkats/snickers leh![:

then when on the bus,wl eh. got this weird china man,he like sat beside this guy from some school and started questioning him,and the man in front and the boy from monfort behind him. like ask where they stay and stuff,so creepy. lucky he didnt ask me,though i was near:D he's a weirdo,so i blast music so i cant hear anything!

this week was tiring with tests;at least tomorrow will be RI campfire at saribum,hope i'll enjoy it:D psst.daryl's a mean pok:P

exams exams exams!

): gotto study!

headstrong;

2009-04-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

superhuman-chris brown

i had been crying and crying for weeks.
how would i survive when i could barely speak
barely eat,on my knees.

but thats the moment you came to me
i dont what your love has done to me
think im invincible
i see through the me i used to be

you changed my whole life
dont know what youre doing
to me with your love

im feeling all superhuman you did this to me
a superhuman heart beats in me
nothing can stop me here with you

superhuman
i feel so superhuman
superhuman
i feel so superhuman
~~superhuman~~

2009-04-23T21:21:00.006+08:00

ah bell and me(:

nat and me(:

me and yingying(:

me,sanba,ying(:

today's the studydate:D

today during maths,miss lim was smiling away and stuff,she's really happy about the class being so clean. so the lessons were funny and happy:D which is great,andyes i love three eight so much<3

during ss,we were doing inference questions about newater. and then i thought about how in future newater might be used to make sweet drinks and i got disgusted:O

ss test-six upon twelve(: not bad,at least a pass

okay,FNN test omg me,nicole,nat and ganbel like do only two or three questions and gave up and went to dreamland:D haha,screwed up number one.

screwed up number two is physics test:O i got diff answers form most of them,andand i cant blame anyone but myself for not making much effort to study. and yes,exams are coming,im not mugging enough!

after school went serene with ahbell,nic,sanba,nat,ying,amethyst to eat lunch and to do work:D

oh apparently not much work was done,but yes at least study group [: but much laughters happened:D

okay,then i took 165 with siti sanba,OMG i swear its damn funny. on the bus we just kept laughing laughing and laughing,with hardly any breaks:DD so cool,and funny!

omg psst siti:i love my kiti man <3

kitkat couple were nearby,sanba and i was disgusted:O but we kept making fun of kitkat couple and kitkat school boys(: somemore sit so near us,i laugh sanba laugh! tried as much to control,but kinda failed:O hehe! so funny,

oh yes the follow is a song sanba and i created for kitkat couple after they went down the bus:

where did i go wrong,

i lost a kitkat,

somewhere along in 165.

(to the tune of how to save a life by the fray)

and siti was short of five cent,so we kept looking at the floor hoping someone would drop money! and then,we keep speaking in chinese so kitkat wont know we talking about them:D so funny!

had muchos fun today!

exams are really comingggggg,ooh!

time to study,dont wish to.

2009-04-22T18:17:00.004+08:00

sanba and me(: Athena hamster(:(: she's so gonna kill me for putting this up!

me and nicole(:

me and siti(:

me and amethyst(:
athena and me(:
me and ahbell(:
yingying,me and amethyst(:

in school,nothing in particular happened,ohyes actually there is,during engish those in mr teng's class didnt had lessons cause he didnt come again. though spider didnt really do anything during eng(: then go back to class to put stuff,i was like "omg" the class damn neat,files all arrange neatly behind the class somemore according to colours. table and chairs so damn neat,floor so clean omg,first time in my life i got such an condusive environment to study in! so proud to be in 3/8 la,loved<3>

before all tht,there was FNN. coursework due today,noone even hand in. haiyo,FNN girls,we just rock too much:D misskee said those who cant hand in coursework stand. so laurat was like the whole class wht,so she said"eh,lets stand up for singapore" haha,she and her nonsene!

then after school,went coro with ahbell,athena,siti,nicole,nat,yingying and amethyst(:
go for lunch lor! then we so noisy,the music school person ask us to keep quiet. haha,so we went to sit under a staircase:DD printed photos! i like to print,its one of my love to do[: hehe,must take lots of pics! then can print a lot a lot:D finally,we all go for lunch together,its been long time since such a thing happened. ohwell,it was FUNNY to laugh. and hamster liang,dont angry i put your hamburger face picture there ah! you look so cute<3

omg exams like super super soon,and revision has not started :O
how to save a life,

2009-04-21T19:28:00.002+08:00

Today was such an tiring day in school,i keep feeling sleepy:O
before ss test start,zhihui went"who the fffff" then miss choo look,then she keep quiet.
HHA.(:
then chinese change seats lucky i not affected,sit beside zhihui can die(she's super funny:D)
maths(i doze off once) then miss lim found a chair at the back of the class with melted chocolate on it! i love 3/8 forever full of nonsense!

phys=doze doze doze,super boringgggg almost everyone also cannot stand his lesson):
then sf confiscated my book with homework cause nat and i was reading it,wl he so lame!
then during lunch we tried to get it back then he super annoying like the letter nat write must keep rewriting WTH,irritating leh still need to write IC number! PS. sorry nat and thankyou for helping me get it back,thanks lots<3

english-spider came back! ahaha,i was doing work today(superb man) the yog report,oh yah suppose to go do finish later D: spider said"im not gonna talk,when you talk(pointing her fingers,very funny)

after school went to compass point with siti,to eat then went popular for awhile and then home:D tomorrow,going to print pictures(most likely) hehe,at coronation[: yippeee. nat printed a lot,im so envious): i shall print some too!:D congrats nat,a pic with your precious b-factor! thanks siti for helping me pay for the sticker and pen refill first(: tomorrow due date for coursework,omg all th best to me cause i never do finish:P

nooooo,i do not want to drift from anyoneeee):
i dont know why,but it seems like im slowly drifting away):
save this friendship. im so sorry,

2009-04-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

omgomg,thts siti's nicole's and my "lovers" okay seriously they're ~~our lovers~~ NOT!

uhmm,dont know wth is this.

sanba and me(: haha,where we looking (: i wasnt looking,sanba's was(:

i wasnt really prepared for this(:

nicole keep wanna take pic of us!(:

nic and me(:

siti and me(:
i was looking at something?(:

OH SO SLACKDAY:D

didnt have english,finally she never come;for the first time:DD hooray! we were like talking like siao and learning some new" interesting words">.< it was really slacky.

after school,sanba nic and me chiong to take bus(in bus,laugh laugh laugh super malu cause i laugh damn loud) to j8 to eat yami yoghurt but before tht we went to eat kfc chicken! (: it was funny cause i was like gonna pay for my food then the man ask me whether i want"something sauce" then i was "huh? curry sauce?" then he said"only macs have curry sauce" i was like laughing cause he thought i asked for curry sauce!

okay then we went to buy yami yoghurt,siti tried the honeydew one i think its too sweet:P

we eat finish yoghurt decided to go to mrt and slack(whoo! i love to slack:D)

then we keep laughing at the mrt station we were laughing at two schools nic and sanba you all know right *wink*teehee! damn funny! then got something weird happen,ohno dont worry we wont kena anything:)

oh then we took train to amk,planning to slack somemore then train too crowded so we decided to take bus to hougang interchange and me and nic took 161 to woodlands(only twenty sth stops!:D) siti alighted near her house! on the bus,nic and i was talking about our ~~wonderful~~ school. HAHAH!

then i chiong home cause i need to pee man! (:

so here i am blogging lor:O

no love-simple plan

staring out at the world across the street

you hate the way your life turned out to be

he's pulling up the driveway and you dont make a sound

cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say

you're always gonna be afraid.

there's only hate

there's only tears

there's only pain

there is no love here

so what will you do

there's only lies

there's only fears

there's only pain

there is no love here.

2009-04-19T14:48:00.006+08:00

I <3 domo!
happy birthday elenia:DD

give a little faith-M2M

you can find it in your heart
give a little love
have a little faith
in the two of us
you can find it in your soul
give a little love
have a little faith
in the two of us
cause all i can do is watch and wonder
where the boy i know has gone.

and do you really wanna lose a friend
you gotta understand or it has to end
cause i dont wanna wait for you anymore
cant take it anymore.

I miss school,i just want to go to school right now;
i miss everybody[:
but i hate homework :S
i miss retarded laughters in class:D
goodbye weekends,i need to welcome weekdays!
but this week mon to thurs have tests): ohwell,just try my best to do the test and forget about it.

2009-04-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

crapping on msn(:
//lacrimosa\\(ahbell!)

23:34:36//Lacrimosa\\ says:
PLUMMY!!!!!!

23:34:46I say:
poopoolayou!

23:34:48//Lacrimosa\\ says:
I WANNA MALT CANDY WIF E SOUR PLUM INSIDE

23:34:57//Lacrimosa\\ says:
PEEPEELAYOU!

23:35:39I say:
I ALSO WANT!

23:35:46I say:
eh you shitshitshit la you

23:36:30//Lacrimosa\\ says:
eh u diarrhoea diarrhoea la you

23:36:40//Lacrimosa\\ says:
RAAAAH I'M CRAVING FOR ITTTTT!

23:36:44//Lacrimosa\\ says:
E SWEET!

23:35:34 I say:
THE STICKY STICKY ONE?(:

23:37:08I say:
yah! me too!

23:37:15I say:
lets go buy,

23:37:18I say:
from where ah?

23:38:00//Lacrimosa\\ says:
I ALSO DUNO

23:38:01//Lacrimosa\\ says:
D:

23:38:05//Lacrimosa\\ says:
TTS E POINT

23:40:00I say:
lets ask around!

23:40:05I say:
hehe

23:40:24//Lacrimosa\\ says:
YEPPS!

23:40:26//Lacrimosa\\ says:
xDDD

23:40:28//Lacrimosa\\ says:
good idea!

23:42:38I say:
yay!

23:42:41I say:
im so smart

23:45:33//Lacrimosa\\ says:
LOL

23:45:35//Lacrimosa\\ says:
YES!

blahblahblah...

23:53:02I say:
NOOOOO YOU POO

23:53:30//Lacrimosa\\ says:
YESSS YOU PEE

I say:
i not pee lor!

23:54:18//Lacrimosa\\ says:
i not poo lor!

23:54:18//Lacrimosa\\ says:
xD

23:54:35I say:
YOU ARE LOR!

23:54:39I say:
you are lau sai

23:55:21//Lacrimosa\\ says:
you are menses sai

23:55:21//Lacrimosa\\ says:
ahaaha

23:55:25I say:
EEEEEEEEE.

23:55:29I say:
):

thengoodbye to her:DD and she siao siao one<3!

2009-04-18T20:20:00.005+08:00

siti,nicole,pamela(:

pamela,siti,nicole and ranjini(: siti,nicole,jieni,pamela(:pamela and siti(scandal)(:
me,laogong,mistress(:me,laogong and sanba(:

siti sanba,me retard and nic(:
siti sanba,me,nic(:
siti sanbaaaaa,me,nicole(:
sanba,me,nic(:at train platform:siti,nic,me(:
sanba and me(:

me and jieni(:

OHSOFUNDAY(:/food and nutrition coursework date with nicole,siti,ranjini and jieni(:

even though jieni not in fnn,she just come for fun:DDanyway,we meet at PS macs at eleven,surprisingly nicole and i came earlier than siti,ranjini and jieni(: yay! we are early birds:D then we met siti at action city cause we were busy looking at stuff,then we went to macs to find place which has plug cause we needed to charge our laptops(: then went to buy food to eat,then ranjini came(:

before jieni came,this is what happened:

1.ranjini was telling how she pronounce cement as semen. damn funny!

2.siti said"very spicy"(she was eating macspicy) then ranjini replied"no wonder they call it macspicy" i was laughing like mad plus sanba and nicole also. :D

3.then we do a bit of coursework ranjini asked"how to spell research ah?" i wonder why we found that funny,maybe too much laughing gas around(:

4.they think that my laughter is crazy and loud):

then jieni came,omg her notebook super tiny and cute(: but i dont think i can survive using that,so tiny!

a lot of laughter la,then me and nicole went daiso to ~~slack~~ to buy plug extension,we thought have but dont have lor D: so we bought this box tht we're gonna use as a pencil case! siti and jieni and ranjini bought it too(: yay! we five got same pencill case now(: and yami yoghurted<3

and then went back to macs to continue our coursework,jieni had to go): oh well,so she went and then after a while,the stupid botak manager chased us out of macs,i mean like wth? and just so happens that we're younger than the adults who were there for very long too? omg,please la,so lame can and we were damn pissed. he like angmohs a lot lor,let angmoh cut siti's queue and let angmohs take our seats,WTH.

thanks to him,we had to go to central and couldnt find any place that has plugs that were not occupied or working:S and in central we went from basement to starbucks to burgerking to longjohn's to yakun roti still dont have wl.

so we went to chinatown point macs,then all seats occupied so went to subway to delifrance then back to macs,found a unoccupied seat but then the stupid plug not working:OO hehe,we had no choice so we asked this lady who looked like yongwei if she can share plug with us cause she got the extension plug:D and she agreed she so nice(: so we took turns to charge our laptops!

then nic was typing typing then she typed confuck instead of conduct looklooklook,my laogong so blur hor(: okay anyway,we stayed there till about 6 plus and then went to mrt station :D camwhored there too,cause we was bored! sanda,nic and me talked about kitkats being smelly damn funny(: then sanba wanted to sit at some seats then she saw the kitkat there,so she was like eeeee,i dont want.(:

it was such a fun day,memorable(: those long distance we walked ! hehe,and coursework is still undone! omggg D: jiayou okay! and to you all:we shall go out on a studydate soon okay? all the fun,thank god for it!

i miss you la,ohno.

2009-04-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

why are people all going in emo state?
cheer up dolphindaryl,(:
hehe,see im so nice,this is like for you.
okay maybe not only you,for a few other emo toxicated people as well;jorald and gwendalynn(:
no matter wht,im here to lend a listening ear okay. [:
cheerup peeps!

2009-04-17T17:22:00.004+08:00

look at the bee's ass!

CHEM WAS FUNNY. sanba said"miss tan,what is breast(brass) classified under?"

then,i immediately bang the table and laughed!! ahaha,super funny,somemore i doing my work lor! (suprisingly) happy i got 34/40 for chem test,cant believe it(:

okay anyways,today is a slack day. celebrated international friendshipday and one and a half hour was used up(: sadly,it was damn boring. we had to do poster? wth,its boring.

JN is such a googoo,she pinch me lor): hehe,i scribbled on her book instead!

anyway,cause like change seat during contact time): damn sad,though im still in first row,but im at the big window side,if i forget to close the big window and rain,my stuff goodbye manxzD: wrote on my table"close windows" to remind myself!(: actually i dont like to sit at corner,no one talk to eh): somemore single row,wl eh. if only siti can sit infront!:D

then i think i love to abuse siti. omg,a lot of people say i hit very pain when i not really using strength leh. D: ohno,im a ~~gentle~~ violent girl:O

then go yami again la,stamp finish already(:

tomorrow coursework date with sanba,niclaogong and ranjini(cheesecake) teehee!

awesome,hope can finish coursework,bring laptops :O im ~~hardworking~~lazy.

so i hope sanba will urge me to do work,though i got feeling tomorrow confirm wont really do work:O teehee,meeting them at 11am PLAZASING. whoots<3

the fray-how to save a life.

step one you said we need to talk

he walks you said sit down it just a talk

he smile politely back at you

you stare politley right on through

some sort of window to your right

as he goes left you stay right

between the lines of fear and blame

you began to wonder why you came

where did i go wrong,

i lost a friend

somewhere along in the bitterness

and i would have stayed up with you all night

had i known how to save a life.

2009-04-16T18:09:00.006+08:00

A PRETTY NORMAL DAY;

ohyes happybirthday hoemun:D i really miss you guys man:O

homework,homework,homework ~~rocks~~ sucks.

physics=too much for me,cause i damn it dont understand physics):

but anyway,i'll try to do as much as i can,sanba agreed to help me,omg thankyou sanba<3

tomorrow got english compre plus summary test,how ~~great~~.

today was really great,i listened during chem and hist when i could actually sleep! and im trying my best not to fall asleep and to not allow nic to fall asleep as well :O exams coming,time to pay attention,time to studyyyyyy.

today me,sanba and nic was like sitting in class trying to do work;and we were actually talking about ghosts,super random. but it sent me goosebumps :P creepy,

i must be a OH so HAPPYGIRL,yup i must try;stop and reflect.

simple plan-save you

take a breath

i pull myself together

just another step until i reach the door

you'll never know the way it tears me inside to see you

i wish that i could tell you something

to take it all away

sometimes i wish i could save you

and there's so many things i want you to know

i wont give up till its over

if it takes you forever i want you to know.

that if you fall,stumble down

i will pick you off the ground.

if you lose faith in you

i will give you strength to pull through

tell me you wont give up cause i'll be waiting if you fall.

you know i'll be there for you

if only i could find the answer

to take it all away.

2009-04-15T22:28:00.003+08:00

GANBEL insist that i must blog about domo(her love) but i'll steal it form her really soon! :D okay anyway,today during FNN ganbel was like brushing domo's teeth with marker(how retarded can ganbel ever get?) and she's a complete domo addict(and ganbel,i dint use freak) cause im ever so ~~great~~nice(:

ohyes,and i was smsing her just now and i said i dint blog about domo because somebody very mean,dont wanna lend me domo): and she said"who's that somebody ah? so mean lo,but i heard its domo dont want to go to you one eh" which is like so fake,cause she know its her!

whatever is it,i love domo and i'll drown ganbel's domo softtoy soon if she refuse to lend me! i'll take it secretly and then throw it out of the class window to the pond downstairs!:DD
i <3 domo too much already la. but fine ganbel,i <3 you too(Later you say i unfair)
i wanna cry,cause i miss domo! ganbel meanie doesnt wanna lend me! D: cries;haha!:D i shall ask from her tomorrow! i wanna carry domooooo!

2009-04-15T19:57:00.005+08:00

THE OH SO NORMAL DAY,with a few interesting matters(:

TESTS coming up:

friday-english compre plus summary

monday-chinese

tuesday-socialstudies

wednesday-Food and nutrition test.

thursday-physics test.

its like so common test week alright,i think i'll just read through notes on the train in the morning and doze off:O

anyways,today five stations was dumb cause i failed standing board jump (sadded) haha,and we haven get to do incline pull up and sit and reach): cause no time. next week then do:D

ohyes and FNN was so sleepy. only first lesson okay cause do pair work,so i paired with nicole our question was to describe the egg structure and wht are the nutrients found in it. so i was like "take out all the colour markers" i wanna make it colourful<3 hehe,and we manage to do it,HIGHFIVE NIClaogong:D

and she was like dozing off during FNN actually i felt like it too,but i tell myself Cannot,so i wake her up(: i must make her pay attention in class whenever i can. though its so difficult,cause even i also dont want): but exams coming soon! DD:

then didnt stay back for CWO again,too tired la. haha,i think forget it,im not gonna do cwo already. (: so i went to bishan with nicole instead and bought yami yoghurt, ohyes while walking from the bus stop,this woman vomitted in front of the MRT STATION. i felt like puking when i saw it): so nic and i quickly walk towards j8 :D

then then,laogong didnt felt like going home,neither do i so went woodlands playground there "do work" though we did at least a question,not bad not bad(:

then got this stupid young little kid came up to us and said this is a playground and only small kids can play here then i was WE going off already(before she said tht,i was nice and thought tht nic and i should go somewhere else to study) then tht idiotic girl say untill like that. of course i shouted bad stuff at her,i mean like who give a damn.

got two small kid we met,they're so cute. yixuan and yijun(: teehee,cuter than tht girl.

feels like tonight-chris daughtry

you,you got me

thinking it'll be ~~alright~~

you,you told me

come and take a look inside

you believed me

in every single lie

but i,i failed you this time

and it feels like tonight

i cant believe im broken inside

cant you see that there is nothing i wanna do

but try to make it up to you

and it feels like tonight,

tonight.

i was waiting for the day you come around;

2009-04-14T20:13:00.005+08:00

STUDYING WITH SANBA[:
during physics today,learn about forces,imp formula is ,FMA,i got a brilliant idea to remember the formula [ freak my mother],okay its bad but helps me to remember(: teehee,sat beside sanba cause nat had gym. ohwell,we were both like kinda confused about forces. significant figures too fast already la DD:

after school studied in canteen(:it was superb good,cause i copied at least some of my maths notes form the old book to the new book(: suppose to study for FNN. but yeah,its too boring): tomorrow,got FNN test! everytime also test,test,test when will end laD: but anyway,was waiting for ATHENA hamster to finish POA at the same time to go coro :D then pris came along,ohmy awesome pea(: we crapped about people,and to sanba:ssshhh,dont say whtever you heard okay?(:
then pris went home with chienhui(friendly girl) :D
and sanba,im always here to listen to you(: cause i ~~rock~~ am nice:D

ohyes,at coro! bought fries and bubbletea then settled down near the vegetarian restuarant there. then we eating happily right,then this stupid man fom the restaurant came to us and was like wht you all eating,then he look look look WTH.
then nvm,the second time i was smsing halfway,he came again and was like eh,wht phone is this? let me see,then like keep touching my phone and of course i refused to let go la. WTH,he thinking la?
idiotic,then athena was like you very irritating,can just go away? HAHA. good one hamster!:D ohyes,then of course tht man was speaking in mandarin and a lil english. we were like damn irritated/scared.

then the funny thing happened! haha,i was eh,i think we should go like softly when the man walking away. then siti's reaction was damn it funny! she quickly take her fries the fries's bag made a loud sound and then her bag! athena and i was laughing like SIAO,so funny so funny! and like nobody's business. hahaha,so we took our bags too then went downstairs and sat down instead.

then we talked about nicole my blur laogong(dont you dare steal her sanba), laugh even more man talked about her blur-ness. like never completing tests,conka-ssion,not knowing whts going on and etc. OMG,damn funny. we laugh untill we stomachache la,athena and i keep on reminding ourselves of siti's reaction then laugh again. and then i was like just trying to copy siti's reaction so i quickly took my fries,she thought the man come,so she also carry her bag,then i was like huh? then she looked around and said"i thought he coming" athena and i laughed like MADDD.

damn funny la today:D but yup,bused home with athena! tomorrow,she wanna study also!:D yay,im studying with a cute hamster ! and maybe blurcock nicole? hope more funny stuff happen tomorrow.

ohyup,happy to hear from miss tan tht i passed chem test(: but must wait till thurs lor to get paper back,haiyo. and maths revision test today,it was alright :D

thankyou,once again,i belive.

2009-04-13T22:06:00.004+08:00

mum and me(:

joy cheeko and me(:

first lesson was chem test-kinda screw it up):

and there's maths test tomorrow,goodluck to myself,wonderful friends(:

and thanks nic laogong for the pretty pen and notebook(:

after school,suppose to go with AHBELL to buy her bag,but i am a stupid stm girl forgot abt it,and board 165 to go to bishan! haha,so in the end nicole and i took all the way to bishan then take train to city hall there to meet ahbell(: wl,her bag quality nicer and yet cheaper! unfair can,i wanna buy also(:

three of us had a near death experience! ): cause at the road,i was busy smsing,ahbell was daydreaming and nic was blur. so i think got like people walk when the greenman haven appear,so maybe nic followed,then ahbell in dreaming state also follow,i smsing also follow. the next thing we were in the middle of the road and cars and motorcycle started horning at us. we got shocked like siao. then got this man on the motorcycle was like "oi" so loudly. this is to teach us to ~~cross~~ wait till when greenman flashes.(:

ah bell's wobberfet(spellingggg?) haha,she's so cute<3

then nic had to go home): so ahbell and i went to suntec to ~~"do work/study"~~ she was doing her homework despite complaining about being tired,while i was uhmm "i cannot stand it already la,goodnight" then rested. im so useless lor,cant withstand tired-ness!D: then send her almost to the bus stop and walked back to suntec to find my mum[:

i cry on the inside,not on the outside anymore.

now im running and screaming.

i feel like a ~~hero~~ coward who run away;i feel terrible.

2009-04-12T15:44:00.003+08:00

boringggg day/:

relatives over here,anyway its like so ~~nice for them to be here~~ boring.

they come also got nothing interesting happen one la.

i miss my friends,awh i miss you dearies D: its okay,school's ~~boring~~ wonderful with you guys <3

uh,and like chem test is first lesson! WTH,i hate ~~atomic structures~~ isotopes.

so wish me goodluck yeah,

yesterday conference call with athena hamster and amanda(: till like 11 plus,then hamster wanted to sleep. so amanda and i continued to about twelve:D

your guardian angel-the red jumpsuit apparatus.

i'll never let you fall

i'll stand up with you forever

i'll be there for you through it all

even if saving you sends me to heaven

its okay,its okay,its okay

psst,never let you fall,never ever.

2009-04-11T18:27:00.012+08:00

my side prisoner view(:nicole's side prisoner view(:

front view front view wl,i look weird:O
after drenched(: after drenched

drenched Smileee(: my laogong and me.

im all yellow(: yellow(:

love the nature(: my auntie hair!

"study date with nicole"

it was super unsuccessful,we went to the library right,TALKEDTALKEDTALKED(:

got asked to keep quiet,but dont care! then never even do a single question of homework:D

went to the playground and slackkkkkk(: ahaha! nicole was trying to copy the chem notes,and we were singing songs then suddenly rain heavily :X haha!

but it was fun,we were like standing onthe shelter of the playground,thinking if we should try running to the nearest "shelter" then we ran,but got those playing basketball people already there,so the pathetic two of us had to hide under the window of someone's and plus the shelter was really limited,we got WET.

then one of the boys,pop his head and asked if we wanna share shelter with them nicole went"its okay,we're having fun here" and both of us was screaming as the rain came on us! the shelter was really pathetic. HAHAH,then i think they like wanna let us have the shelter so they went to the other side where there's another shelter but we didnt know,and nicole and i happily went to the shelter, and then when we found out they kinda let us have the shelter cause we saw them there at the other side,we wanted to thank them,but didnt know how to, THANKS ANYWAYS:DD

after we throw our bags on the floor,the rain was smaller,so we both went out and played with puddles of rainwater(: so FUN,i kicked lotsa of water on to nicole![: my kicking skills rocks!:D

announcing that nicole chia wan ling is my husband from today onwards(: we're les! HHAH(no la,we act les can a not?)

laogong,we didnt studyyyyyy at ALL you know?!

chris daughtry-over you

well i never saw it coming,i should have started running.

a long long time ago

and i never thought i would doubt you

i am better off without you.

more than you,more than you know

im slowly getting closure,i guess its really over

im finally getting better

and now im picking up the pieces,spending all of these years

putting my heart back together.

cause the day i thought i would never get through

i got ~~over~~ you.

no,its not over.

2009-04-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

ahbell and i crapping via smses!
she says im a pikachu and i tried to deny,but in the end she won.
one of her sms:"you are lor. ;D you lyk yellow,n whenver ur sms come it says pikachu! ;D"
her message tone just goes"pikachu" very cute right(:
it all began when i changed my bag to the yellow one,she says it is the exact colour of a pikachu and therefore i am a pikachu :O

and then one of her sms,she say she change my contact name to pikachu!
haha,but yesterday i change her contact name to ahbell retarded<3 already,so its okay[:
i seriously miss her,she's such a retarded doorbell:D
and you better cheer up okay,i cant afford to let you be sad! ):

im currently doing a survey about whether jolene has baby face(yes or no) and i must get the answers by wednesday(: she really got babyface;

2009-04-10T12:00:00.004+08:00

the fray-over my head
i never knew,
i never knew everything was falling through
that everyone i knew was waiting on a queue
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth.

i hate to stay home,now i wish there's school,there's guides.
im missing guides.
i miss my retarded partner,AHBELL:D
i miss all my friends,

No,i dont wanna let go.

2009-04-09T22:06:00.004+08:00

prefect commendation/SUNTEC<3

went for prefect commendation after school,should i say it was boring/okay?(:

boring when the pastor was making his long speech,funny cause the teacher's were also falling asleep! haha:DD anyway,i was like laughing during the singing of school hymm cause this pastor sing very weirdly,was pinching myself to prevent more laughter cause the teacher's were seated pretty near us):

SUNTEC[:

FUNFUNFUN,camwhore like SIAO!(:

ate dinner with ganbel,siti,des,nicole talked about someone! then trishna and ah bell came along(:

me,ganbel,siti and ahbelll bought PEACH YAMIYOGHURT(:

then after that went to shop around,trish,des,ganbel went to cotton on for so long while the rest of us camwhoredddd(:

then nicole had to go,

rest of us went to mintoons,spent time there buying/choosing stuff(:

des and trish went home as well.

so ahbell,ganbel,siti and i went around all those cute shops and ganbel bought a DOMO CUSHION IM SO ENVIOUS: ),we camwhore and camwhore! everywhere! went toy'rus so funny,playing with all the nonsene toys:DD like the toy phone,some gay stuff la!

they went home at 8 plus before i went to look for my mum to go home~ ahhaha!

its been long time since i had so much time to rest and enjoyyyyy[:

thanks DES,AHBELL,NICOLE,SITI AND GANBEL for making my day so happy,loves<3

i had so much fun with you wonderfullies,love you guys! go out soon okay[:

ahbell,you retard im so happy today we took many peektures<3

ohyes,happy birthday JOANNE(:

2009-04-08T19:59:00.002+08:00

what the hell,what the hell is wrong with my whole family? they dont understand me,they dont know how i feel at all.they hurt my feelings when they're suppose to be the ones who supports me. i raised my voice cause you just keep screaming and i dont know what you want me to do. do you even know how irritated i was? you dint ask,you dint bother. what you care is you yourself thats all. cant you all stop and spare a thought for me? im also your daughter,its not just nicholas alone who needs care from you. all i get is scolding,naggings even beatings,isit fair? what do you even take me for? nevermind if you dont care,cause i no longer do.
let it be,whatever it is,i'll just be myself and cheer myself up.
that's it,i know this is my rantings,it can be ignored yeah. bye,gonna try to be happy now.

2009-04-08T18:16:00.015+08:00

me going to eat(:

me and sanba(: my maindish and dessert(: me(retarded)

ganbel drinking and dory(:

pamela muffin made up of alphabets(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAMSTER LIANGGGGG:DD

FNN PRATICAL/2.4KM RUN:D

run baby run,it was 2.4 km napfa run early in the morning on PAVEMENTS/: not that i dislike it,i just think its kinda difficult to run on pavements yeah.timing was sucky,like 16 mins plus]: happy cause i passed(: could have done better,cause never try my very best! HAHHA,

after that was FNN PRACTICAL,wow i must say FNN girls ROCKS they can cook(: yumyumyum! :D after presenting the food,we had 45 mins to eat and enjoy the food[: WHOO!
so it was fun,:DD

during eng practiced picture discussion damn funny.
we were all like giving rubbish description of the picture like:
"The cheeko pek staring at the woman's ass"
"the man going graveyard with flowers"
"the fat lady's fashion style damn"good"
"the man's thinking of seducing the fat lady"
FUNNY,

after school,bused with sanba and nicole,laughed so loud in the bus,but who cares? its nice[:
then to bishan with yamiyoghurt buddy,nicole! (: PEACHYOGHURT<3!

and then at mrt station,slacked then got this man(weirdman) suddenly stand in front of the both of us,and started singing and making actions,he made it looked like he's in his own concert or sth. DAMN FUNNY. but i do think he's not right in his head.

tomorrow's prefect's commendation,wonder how isit like,teehee! go for the sake of DINNER with ganbel,sanba,nicole,des<3

where's all the happiness i use to feel always? has it gone to hide from me,ohno. and will i ever have the courage?

2009-04-07T19:59:00.004+08:00

jn=JIENI(: and she calls me p[pee]=PAMELA! she's a bit not right in head.

now in maths learning how to find gradient on cartesian plate,damn funny jieni and me actually applied all this during ENG:DD eng wasn't that boring cause we were joking away about spider's UNDEFINED BOOBS(vertical line) hahaha,and saying that it is also downwards sloping(negative gradient) SUPERB FUNNY. three lesson of english talking about that and also drawing out that "pretty woman" was a slack english lesson mainly cause there were a lot of people who went for SYF.

MATHS was funny too because miss lim was like saying things and i was like commenting on trishna's hair not looking any difference with her hairband on,and then she suddenly"SIAO AH?" damn loudly,so miss lim looked and said"you think im crazy?" haha,and trishna said"no,im talking to pamela" so miss lim asked me"are you siao?" i was like "no" then LAUGHHHH,

miss tan came to asked me and nicole to stay back so she can go through chem notes with us cause she know we weren't listening in class! hahaa,next mon's our test): urgh,i think chem is confusing but better than PHYSICS~

and then siti sanba didnt come to schoool today sadly): she's got a fever): SADDED,i miss calling her sanba and stuff! get well soon sanba(: i need to hurry find a ROTI PRATA HUSBAND to takecare of you!

tomorrow's ATHENA HAMSTER BIRTHDAY<3 and AHBELL! all the best for SYF,dont feel stress or anything,just do YOUR very BEST! i'll miss you! for not coming to school for a day):
tomorrow's 2.4km RUN and FNN PRACTICAL): i hope i dont screw it up!

ohyes,happy birthday ISMA(:

and out of all,i chose to giveyou a chance again. its so difficult to give up,it is just so difficult):
why did things have to change?

2009-04-06T16:20:00.005+08:00

MONDAYSblues;
i seriously hate monday mornings,reasons are as follow:
1.i feel tired every morning/:
2.i cant help feeling moody/:
3.i dislike monday's long devotion/:
and for today,i want to listen for CHEM but miss tan went too fast,so i gave up.

before physics,siti zahrina san ba suddenly sang stand by me,
i said:who want to stand by you?
haaha,sanba!

chinese was funny,cause we were recapping how to do gong han,after that LAO SHI asked us to think of a local delicacy in chinese,well thats pretty hard plus cant repeat what friend said,so we all gave crap!
then the topic changed to brand in chinese,
there was a few answer like:
1.GAO DIAN(topshop)
2.YONG YUAN ER SHI YI(forever 21)
2.CAI(guess)
4.HU LI(fox)

stop it,cause its killing me inside,
deep in me,you never know what im thinking because you never cared.

2009-04-05T12:15:00.006+08:00

you know i did it all again for you,

i swear i did it all again.

we the kings-all again for you

we had it all infront of us

you were the one,i was in love

but you always hurt the one you lost

i couldn't get enough

you were everything that's bad for me

make no apologies

i'm crushed,black and blue

but you know i would do it all again for you.

lots of physics homework left,i wanna dropdead i mean like for goodness sake,i dont even understand the topic la:OO relatives coming over later,noise pollution how TODO? its raining its pouringgggg; and then i think of the past.

2009-04-05T00:26:00.010+08:00

MY wonderfullies juniors:cheryl,me,bianca and rachel(:

me,rachel,cheryl(: in the toilet(:

US! at the podium:cheryl,rachel,me,bianca and nicole(:

joey and me(: amanda junior and me(:

this is retarded,me and pris was enjoying the fan(:

SA CAMPFIRE(:

its FUN and awesome overall,though there was a mistake which i spotted:) at least joseph covered it up:D goodone,SA SCOUTS,i bet you all put in lots of effort(:

funnyyyyy stuff,we screamed like hell and it was fun doing so!

thanks much to those who went secones especially:bianca,rachel,cheryl,amanda,jennifer,syafiqa and nicole,sectwos,secthrees especially:pris,nicole,valen,celia and secfours especially:jolene,cass chua,gillian,joey and of course not forgetting jessie, for all the funny stuff and though we didnt get enthu/earlybird prize its okay its alright(:

congrats st patrick's who won most enthuuuu:D

we'll try harder in future(:

oh after that,talktalktalk! then jolene treat me to greenteaaaa:D and she found out i paid half

back to herrrr): awwh,but greentea from macs are seriously expensive so i had to pay back(:

then trained home,woah longlonglong journeyyy[:

maris stella campfire today,hope their's was good too,daryl is like gonna stayoverrrrr(:

song title:skyway avenue-we the kings

blinded bythe lights,

hold you through forever

never let you go

cause if you jump,i'll jump too

we will fall together from the building's ledge

never looking back at what we've done

we'll say it was love

cause i would die for you on skyway avenue

psst. you're my secret valentineeee,

2009-04-03T20:56:00.010+08:00

THIS MORNING during hist,was damn funny(: someone discovered lots of MAGGOTS around the rubbish bin of my class,damn it funny,almost everyone was screaming/goosebumps! haha,till bobby chew need to use the broom to sweep for us,damn funny cause got one crawl on his ass,then cheryl was like:eh,mr chew your butt got one" then he looked at it and continued sweeping those on the floor(: i think our class eat too much,hahha(: and the rubbish of those we eat,are the ones attracting our "good" friends(:

before going for english test,
miss lim asked me why i treat spider differently from other teachers,i dint know what to say so i replied:she always screammmmm,
miss lim:so that's make you lose respect for her?
me:uh...
miss lim:when teachers pick on you,it can only mean two things.one is she haven given up hope on you,the other means she has given up on you.
me:okay.
hahaha,so today i did my english test and went into coma immediatelyyyy(:

guides today was like crappy.
did drills and drills punishment(zombie position)
oh yes,laughlaughlaugh about underwears(priscilia)
ahaha,punishment became more interestinggg(:
and then while playing duck,duck,GOOSE priscilia and i fell down together :O
omg,cause like we held hands and run ,then she happen to trip on my leg and then she landed on me! it was damn funny. though it sounds so wronggg la:D we were just on the ground,laughing and laughinggg.

I think that everything really changes,its not how it used to be,its not how innocent it seemed.
i just wanna keep it deepdown in my heart,my deepest secret.
i just dont know what to say anymore,i just hope for miracles.
psst.let it go and just runawayyy.

SA CAMPFIRE: TOMORROW(:

2009-04-02T19:59:00.006+08:00

blackmail=a mail that's black in colour! [siti zahrina's explanation]HAHHA!

i seriously think that tan suck,she nagged like siao this morninggggg ;O is like(omg,when will be the end of this whole freaking matter?) hurry end la,so sickening ;O

okay anyway she didnt affect me much,cause i felt like laughingggg at her face(:

ate at thomson with xiiaodes,xiiaojoy and nicole(: then came trishnaaaa who wanna rape people :P haha,laughed like really alot. damn funny all the nonsense crapped:DD

and then board 162 to go yck mrt station! OMG,I NEVER felt so annoyed with a person's voice.

this BPSS boy was like talking damn LOUDLY (or should i say shouting?) and his voice is like so deep,the whole bus was staring at him. and his like so URGHHH i dont wanna be so bad,but like he and his friends are damn irritating;

and then got onto the train saw two cresent girls so irritatinggggg,they keep staring at me so i looked back and rolled my eyes. like WHO CARES? haha(:

psst.I think i am gonna try to forget about everythingggg.

2009-04-01T21:06:00.003+08:00

changed of blogskin again,

andand im damn pissed with that spider ass/:
ohkay,i mean like WTH is wrong with her,complain complain complain so much for what?!
and today i know that im no longer class leader of 3/8 by tomorrow/friday.idk if i should be feeling happy or sad ;O but yeah,

today had 2.4km trial run,and its damn funny to see the class,okay to be precise three quarter of us not running cause its a trial(: those who really ran omg congrats :)

anyway,today's april fool day,morning first person i tricked was calenthea,second athena and third rachel ming(:
rachel and i continued tricking pepople after school we tricked:jiamin,cassandra chua,jingwen and amanda:D it was so funny [:

after school,RANT RANT,RANT. at least,its off everyone's chest now[:
and then went to j8 and yami yoghurt again,urghh my obssession is not ending yet.
HAHHA. and yes,got home quite late and urgh there's stupid FNN retest tomorrow,how great can it get? wonder if i'll study,(:

psst.i know its difficult,but i'll try.

2009-03-31T18:21:00.002+08:00

I dislike spider so so much,cause she suck :/
class photo taking was like WTH?! for fun shot,we'll werent prepared and then the photographer take and then like this teacher shouted at us to go back to class -.- WTHH.

anyway after school went j8 with siti zahrina san ba! hhaaaha,on our way there(on the bus) it was damn funny cause we were laughing at this woman who tied her hair and it looks likes she's balding plus her red painted nails ;D damn FUNNYYY laughed till she alighted ;P
teehee,the rest dont wanna blog cause its kinda boring. thanks san ba for the SWEET(: hehe!

when i'm with you-faber drive
chorus:
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

psst. maybe the best thing about you,is what you are always.

2009-03-30T20:05:00.005+08:00

monday-dismissed at one thirty PM(:
during english was super funny,
tulasi:miss syed is your hair natural curl?
miss syed:bloddy hell,how many times have you asked this?

LAUGHTER FROM ME;it was during break:D

after school,went to pizzahut at bukit timah plaza to celebrate joy's belated birthday[:
ate till we were so full :O hehe!
joy and laurat was super funny especially when they were into their"fits" situation!
HHAHA!
went to yami yoghurt with ganbel,nat and nicole after that at J8(: PEACHHHH<3>
and printed photos(okay,its expensive la one piece for 5o cent leh)
anyway,reached home not so earlyyyy :P cause me and nicole missed trains(:

tomorrow's like the longlonglong day):
psst,tmr class photo taking(: but during start of bio/phy): should be in the middle la. i dislike phy cause its boringgggg:O

2009-03-29T14:11:00.003+08:00

SMSS CAMPFIREEEE(:

it was GREAT,i dont care what others might think,but the PLs and PSes put in much effort and they ARE THE BEST(: without them,the campfire wouldn't be successful ;D

I went to gateway to help scare people(: so funny! in the end,i got scared by many people instead): i screamed and tried to sing scarily[: and dance item was so creepy,it was kinda fun cause we told ourselves even if we look stupid,we just go up to have fun(:
preparing of food was damn funny,cause the apples and everything was flying all around and we had to throw it away,made a mess out of the kitchen but cleaned up(: hehe!
super tired yesterday,reached home about 12 plus;tired but fruitful day(:

HAD FUN AD THE BEST THING IS,i did forget all my troubles and indeed feels so much much better[:

2009-03-27T20:50:00.003+08:00

sucks/:
nowadys nothing seem to be right and stuff. oh and now gotto write apology letter to that person like wth. and i just feel kinda sad,but i know i must cheer up no matter what. thanks jolene for being so comforting;you dont angry too! and i just know it wont end so soon. i was quite pissed today so not really in a good mood. but must be happy tomorrow,
cause its smss campfire.

i cant possibly let this whole matter affect me for too long and not have fun tomorrow): daryl's right,forget all about it for now.
i shall forget all these,and just be happy till monday.
urghh,just not in the mood and not feeling happy.
but in the first place i dont even understand why is all this affecting me,i just feel that she's right.
i disappointed her and yes,i ought to feel sad.
and i was pissed during guides thanks to somethinggggg;maybe cause i wasnt in a good mood to start with. but glad we kinda change the dance steps,

tomorrow will be a FUN day i hope,time to let it out and forget everythingggg. screammmm;
days to campfire:ONE;

/:

2009-03-26T16:44:00.004+08:00

SUCKKKKK. /:

i thought things would get better today but it dint. and now she wanna "disown" us? omgg it was kinda saddening cause she really look like she meant it. ): she was so fierce,stunned :O "you need not write your name because i no longer care who you are" and there were more. cant believe that,it started off as a small prank and then things could get this serious. ohmygod,i hope things will change for the better. like impressions and stuff :O

changed seating arrangement,single file by index numberrrr,urghhh. suckiest now i sit in front row. and maths was so silent and unusual;and then of course everyone was either sad/pissed la. she's not gonna give a damn about our class,and she's giving up on us. it was super omg when she came in during chem when most of us were just sitting on the floor talking about the whole incident. she tore out the birthday cards meant for jan,feb,march people and more stuff.
and yes, everyone is not in a good mood anymore for today. i just hope tomorrow will be better,much better. and all "thanks" goes to them urghh.
its just so "wonderful"
yesterday and today was the suckiest two days of these three months /:
what's gonna come up next?
psst.just so not in the mood,

and yes i love cupcake(Siti),spongecake(nat),pie(nicole) and cheesecake(ranjini)
and of course Muffin;myself!
days to campfire:TWO.

2009-03-25T19:30:00.006+08:00

Those were pictures taken when i was feeling better.
okay today was really suckyy): the whole stupid incident,the teachers found out. and we got to stand at the pillar for 9 plus to 1 plus,it was so tiring(after PE,without recess) we got our recess only at 12 plus/: and getting scolded was the suckiest part but at least its over. hopefully everything will be fine by tomorrow. what the teacher said was right,im the assist class monitress yet i lied and even kept it from her. urghh,and i just feel so bad after all these happened but at the same time pissed. didnt do damn cwo cause i didnt felt like it;the incident spoiled my mood like MADD. :O

after school dismissed,collected homework for ahbell and then me and nicole went to her house to pass it to her(: it was MUCHMUCH better there! i laughed at all the nonsense,thanks both of you for bringing joy to me when i felt kinda sad loves<3>preserved undergarments!" hahaha,so funny! thanks much also to ganbel and jolene for being so nice[:

psst.sorrysorry,for being so dao,i dint mean it at all okay. though you wont be reading this,sorry.

2009-03-24T17:20:00.005+08:00

and thats cute little athena(: nicole caught her picture while she was chewing on sour power!
she's so so cute la! hehe,and like today i pinch her so so many times! sorry tinyyy:)

anyway,second day of the term: im still feeling as tired ): i dont wanns be tired cause i cant concentrate in class! overslept today,cant believe it! lucky nicole called at around 610 if not i'll be still asleep): i rushed like siao and reached school about 740 am,kena CWO which sucks cause its like so boringg):

SS was damn boring,like that pig was telling us about warning points and how she's gonna start giving out warning points blahblahblah :O

and PHY was super sleepy,like he was just going through wht are the 5 rules for his class,he keep on repeating so now i can remember:
1. always speak the truth and just the truth
2.get ready for lessons
3.pay attention
4.do all work
5.pass tests/exams
woah,his so naggyyy and he covered retardation today(:
he wrote negative acceleration=deceleration=retardation! on the boarddd!
ohyes,i owe SITI her wonderful letter(:

tomorrow:napfa training,CWO followed by dance prac /:
for napfa:see what that gay lim is gonna make us do again! haha:D
anyway,4 more days to campfireeeeee!:D

psst. and I think i can go on and on till i find a reason to convince myself.
i cant stop thinking about it and i dont know whyyyy/:

2009-03-23T18:14:00.009+08:00

anyway,these pictures were taken yesterday when i was trying to do my work,by my asshole brother! he tried taking unglam shots. haha,and he asked me to post it up so yeah(: and praise him for his "phototaking skill"

Today got to know the change of timetable,well im glad they changed it cause me and ahbell's class will have THREE day same recess instead of ONE(: great change man!:D hehe!

and intensive dance training coming up!:D happy or sad? but i hope they add a bit more to the dance,its kinda boringgg :O

shucks,monday blues especially when school just reopen]: was rushing chinese homework in the morning on train and then realise that it was meant to ba handed in tomorrow): i felt so sleepy man,
and then i got called to go for dental appointment awwh i scared of dental since primary school):
then i was so scared the dentist asked me to go first so others cant scare me(: lucky i didnt had to do FILLING if not i'll drop dead,did polishing wasn't pain so i was really happy after that:D
and then english sucked cause syed was screaming away and made me sit in front,WL): and then got maths test back,happy tht passed(: 22/35 at least pass[:

daryl the "nice" finally let me win(: it was such a long debate kind of thing, but finally man!
today's such a blue-ey dayyy): tomorrow ahbell not going to school,super sadded): hope her eyes is OKAY:D and then now im feeling super weird:O i dont know why,my feelings are all so mixed up /: i feel mean/happy/confused,tomorrow shall be a happier day(: anyway,5 more days to smss campfire(: psst.I think i am having moodswings i was happy a moment ago,then now dont know wht feeling /: psst i think i should stop thinking so much for noww/:
and then realise things changed;
go back,back to the past.

2009-03-22T15:58:00.004+08:00

Im suppose to be doing my chinese homework now,but i got so bored of it[:

i think i will do some tomorrow on my way to school to prevent me from falling asleep on the train,

HHA i feel like sleeping now,so tired:O urghhh,i cant seem to understand the stupid chinese passage! okay,i think i shall get doing if not i'll never be able to complete at least half;

ps.now i think of you and nothing seem to be right:O

2009-03-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

last day of first aid course/test!(:
instructor jeffery took over mr ng as mr ng had something to do):
he went through all the diff kind of bandaging and how to do CPR:D
was super funny during the practices of doing CPR! like it was four by four and then it got really funny seeing all the different stuff people does!
like nicole:who nearly kissed the dummy without even putting the face shield everyone was like "STOP/OMG" haha!
then ranjini who was known to be crushing the dummy "RIBCAGE" so funny! :D priscilla and elsie who got so agitated upon making mistakes and demanded retries after retry[:

and after lunch,when the examiner came,the whole place was so peaceful. noone was making noise other than some talking cause she's damn fierce. haha! and like she get so irritating when she scolds you cause you do slight mistakes.
Theory test was great:all those in guides who were present for the test passed:D
and so did we passed the bandaging and the CPR:) cpr was creepy cause its individual at first then she will ask another person to join and we're not suppose to be distracted [:

so after the tests,nicole had to get to church and me to home(: it was really raining SUPER heavily and like lightnings was present): then i suggested to take out shoes so that shoes will not get soaked(:
so we took out our shoes and with our bags in front of us and nicole's umbrella we walked and screamed our way to the bus stop(: screamed because the lightning was LOUD):
we went barefooted onto the bus,and of course,people was staringggg:O
even so,at least it was memorable(:
i think i'll miss first aid and all the fun!
and i think im so gonna die unless i finish all my holiday homework!

2009-03-20T19:59:00.011+08:00

FIRST AID COURSE DAY TWO(:
in the morning took train and saw TANZHENGYEE! and he suan me again):
but at least he's nice enough to give me sweet! haha,and then there he go trying to say he's taller than me! so my goal is still the same:GROW TALL,REALLY TALL! hahah(: and he laughs at gore movie omg(:

then the course started:so many bandages to do,and then it got really fun CAMWHORING(:
total like 100 plus pics taken todayy:) all in facebook,so fun! and everything was great! till after lunch when that stupid lila scolded us for being late for like 10 mins? like what the hell,shit her la! make us feel so angry can,and she insulted our cca! wl eh! so damn it,): at first all of us feel moody and stuff,but after that we were back to ourself again:D lunch:at CORO,ahbell came alongggg(:

and pris and i are the awesome-est peas! <3
and mr ng keep boosting pris's EGO-NESS! by calling her"clever girl" everytime she get a question right,damn funny(: and both of us were like trying to take scandal pictures,she's so cute![:

tomorrow's the test(theory and practical) i hope i PASS la:D cause my bandaging really really suck!): all the best to pris,nic,ruth,dawn,elsie(: and myself!

2009-03-19T19:09:00.007+08:00

first aid (:
i thought it would be boring,

i thought it would suck

but it turn out that we did HAD FUN(:

CPR was the funniest(:

we could take pictures because the teacher allowed us to(:

and it was seriously funny because:

the teacher had problem pronouncing certain words and the following words are those he couldn't pronounce properly:

poosition(position)

avaluble(available)

rastered(plastered)

veesible(visible)

and so pris was like answering the question about what to use instead paper bag what can you use?

pris went"use our hands"

teacher went"clever girl"

and she was so EGO!

and then the teacher said elsie was silly bacause she said something like:

if i dont have ice bag to keep the amputated finger,i will bring it home,put into the fridge and wheel it to the hospital for the doctor!"

omg,it was DAMN funny i promise!

hahaha,and lotsa nonsense things happened along the course!:D

and i super lazy post all the pics here,but i did post it up on facebook(:
tomorrow and sat also have course,i must remember to buy curry puff for pris in the morning tomorrow![:

2009-03-18T19:46:00.011+08:00

pris house for guides dance

one word:FUNNNN[:

we had to walk so so so inside to get to her house man!

haha,so many unglam pictures man! hahaa,ate lunch at pris's house:brown rice with salmon and vegetables(spinach,what popeye eats)

so healthy,then we wanted eggs so her maid helped us to cook(:

celia ate a lot of RICE man! i had trouble finishing mine,so i took a longgg time(:

liwen,nicole,celia and i went to pris house and her house so cool,there's swimming pool even! so we dipped our legs in the moment we reach there,followed by truth or dare then lunch,then celia,liwen and nicole played DDR while me and pris was busy camwhoring:

and then we did DANCE,DANCE,DANCE(:

haha! finally we got it right,yaye!(:

feedback,feedback "oh" haha!(:

liwen loves spotty(green toy) as her number 6 fav!

nicole and pris had a scandal picture taken by me,hah[:

i had unglam pic taken by pris cause she wanted revenge!

celia loves to eat!

we had a crazy video taken and it was so lame :O

i had fun,fun,fun:D yay!

and tomorrow's gonna be so "fun" ):

first aid from 9am-6pm! hope its not boringggg(:

i am lazy to put up ALL pictures,so there's only some^^

my new goal:to grow tall,TALLER than TANZHENGYEE!

so that he wont be able to call me short(:

2009-03-17T16:50:00.002+08:00

Today had maths supplementary class in the morning(:

met ganbel,cass,nic for breakfast at serene;i ate 2 hashbrown:D hehe,

then quickly"do" my work with the help of ganbel's work![:

maths supp class wasn't as bad as i thought it will be cause its kinda fun!

trigonometric ratios:

toa(tangent ratio)

cah(cosine ratio)

soh(sine ratio)

= big foot lady in hokkien!

haha,and miss lim asked us to trace our feet and comapre who have the biggest feet in class to help us remember toa cah soh! which is ganbel(her feet size so BIGGGG)

hehehe! toa cah soh=gannybel(:

after that lunched with ahbell and nicole(;

suppose to have some combined outing but unsuccessful cause from smss only got me and nicole and there's like so many from SA unfair huh,so just went to talk to them for a while and left(:

tomorrow's guides dance practice at pris house! hope its FUNNN(:

2009-03-16T11:47:00.003+08:00

OMG,im in school nowwww for last years learning journey brochure and it sucks]: athena's thumbdrive is not working so how to do huh! hehehe(: she so cute,looking at her feeling so troubled!:D yayyayyay(: damn small her eyes(:

later going for lunch and maybe yami yoghurt! (: whoo,nicole and i are fans of yami forevahh(:
soso,and hoping to do at least SOME work! procrastinating is so not good(: but ohwell,i just have no mood for work![:
hehe! blogg later(maybe) im so damn bored now!
haha,athena:i give up,i give up,i give up! "i cannot open,cannot open,cannot open" so FUNNY and cute(:
updated:4.47pm,

saw ah bell after that in the toilet! and we hugged,but ah,just remembered she haven wash hand hug me lor:P haha! but anyways,she have band after that so never go lunch,tomorrow going though(:

hehhe! went j8 with nicole,ate some kind of chicken thingy and YOGHURT,i knew it so tempting to see but not eat! so we couldn't stand it la![: hahah!

and slacked at the mrt station! ahaha,holidays are like so NOT HOLIDAYS): tomorrow got maths class at 9,meeting ganbel,xiiaodes,cass,nic for breakfast(think im not gnna eat) hehe(: and there's dreadful first aid course from thurs to sat:O hope it will be at least fun): but i think unlikely? haha,its from 9-6 dailyyyy,OMG:OO

i think it'll be tiring ! but i must perserve! and i cant go for many things planned thanks to the course):

2009-03-15T14:41:00.006+08:00

ACS(i) campfireeeee yesterday(:

woah,it was FUN haha. all the random comments,sudden screaming or shouting from priscilla and me![: so funny,ohwell i guess she's so right,i just needed to vent my anger/irritation in me and thats why i was really HIGHHH(:

really screamed my lungs out,but poor jolene couldnt really scream because she already had sorethroat and fever! ): pray that she get well(:

we had fun "stealing" light sticks from the stairs,thats why ours special "green" hehe(:

and going"woah woah woah" in a super low voice![:

crapping about people was so fun! pris and nicole and me,CRAP CRAP CRAP:D

and that pris made the arashi song stuck in my head :O

but it was funny seeing her go high singing that song(:

she's so cute! my guides buddie,loveher!

and there's this part of the campfire when we were suppose to use light sticks to from the letter "s" but we were like we all have "Asses" so funny(: then the MC said,show me your "s" haha,we were like you wanna see our "asses?" omggg,so funny!

happyholiday everyone!

2009-03-14T12:56:00.002+08:00

ACS (i) CAMPFIRE HERE I COME(:
suppose to meet at dover mrt at 530 SHARP :)

nicole blurrr just said i wanna call my mum to give me "mulah"
i was like"whats mulah"
she said"money"
i laughed(:

im feeling so lazy now,going soon to meet nicole blur for lunchhhh(:
i hungreh now,haven eaten yet!
blogg about campfire tomorrow (: hehehe{:

2009-03-13T23:08:00.007+08:00

crapped with ahbell(retarrrdation;D)

my computer keep D/C so retarrrdation goes:
22:41:03 retarrrdation ;D says: poor thingy
22:42:26 I say: i not a thingy lor
22:42:28 I say: you poop
22:43:36 retarrrdation ;D says: LOL
22:43:36 retarrrdation ;D says: poor plummy
22:44:17 I say: not plummyyyy!
22:44:23 I say: haha,you bellpoop
22:44:37 retarrrdation ;D says: plummy!
blah blah blah,
23:00:40 I say: your com not alive la crazyyy
23:01:52 retarrrdation ;D says: it is man
23:02:00 retarrrdation ;D says: cool eh
23:04:12 I say: no if its alive
23:04:17 I say: you talk to it ah?
23:05:25 retarrrdation ;D says: like asking it when is e stupid wang ge yu gg online cos she said she'll go online ltr
23:05:26 I say: crazyyy:)
23:05:52 I say: so wht your com say to youuuu
23:06:04 retarrrdation ;D says: she said
23:06:10 retarrrdation ;D says: wanggeyu cheated my feelings
23:06:16 retarrrdation ;D says: so dun bother w8ing for her
23:10:35 retarrrdation ;D says: crazy pam-a-poop
23:11:20 I say: im not pam-a-poop!
23:11:27 I say: you gingerbread man
23:12:41 retarrrdation ;D says: u gingerbread ahgong
23:12:48 I say: u siao ah ma!
23:13:28 retarrrdation ;D says: u siao lao tu!
23:13:34 I say: whts a lao tu?
23:13:46 retarrrdation ;D says: idk]
23:13:50 retarrrdation ;D says: aahahahhaah!

then retarrrdation was reading my blog and spot a mistake:

23:13:16 retarrrdation ;D says: progress report was fine,just that i failed anglish
23:14:20 retarrrdation ;D says: anglish!
23:14:18 I say: i wrote tht?
23:14:43 retarrrdation ;D says: yeah
23:14:46 retarrrdation ;D says: no wonder ur el fail
then i suddenly rmb about KFC last year(random)
23:18:00 I say: retarded i rmb laughing at the filipino maid at KFC
23:18:01 retarrrdation ;D says: LOLS
23:18:05 retarrrdation ;D says: AHHAHAHAH!
23:18:09 retarrrdation ;D says: DIG HER NOSE!
23:18:11 I say: the queue longlong with coupons !

andthen i got d/c again,then i go online,she's gone(:

i know you gonna sleep alreadyyy(: i put our conve up,be honoured okay BELLPOOPIE/RETARRDATION,loveyou loads!

2009-03-13T20:13:00.004+08:00

progress report/beggining of march holiday
progress report was fine,just that i cant believe i failed english): first time in 15 years. and failed combine humanities): awwh,just as expected la.
ohwell,work hard the next TERM(:
i bet when mum gets home,nagging's gonna start DD;

Just now during maths,"great" ganbel went to push my chair away from me without me knowing when i was standing up to greet miss lim then i nearly fell cause i sat on air): evil ganbel,youre mean! and i actually lent you my ruler :O and maths is getting harder each chapt): i dont even know what i was doing in class.
and stupid miss spider,can you be like more understanding a not. and after what misslim said to me after miss spider complained,i somehow feel that im not fit to be a assist monitress.

retard babyy steph didnt come today): miss her retardness! and cass too):
get well soon!

ACS(i) campfire tomorrow(: finally the first campfire of the year!
hope its gonna be fun tomorrow!and to think of it,st marg's campfire is like really soon,one more week to go!

my brother's off to CAMP! finally,some peace to myself.
hope he will have "fun" there!

my hands are aching badly): im tired now,i just dont wanna hear my mum/dad nag cause i think i'll be easily angered and hopefully i dont. just get it over and done with pamelayeo! GOGOGO(:
how am i suppose to explain the fact that i fail english,urghh):
to think of it,today wasnt a happy day afterall,got irritated with two person but didnt show it:O
and i seriously feel bad of what i did to someone,
i think you feel sad cause of me,so im really sorry for what i've done.

urghh,this post like so sad,just not really in the mood. tomorrow shall be happy(:

2009-03-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

CRAPPED WITH jolene ho(wish upon a star):)
blah,blah,blah about someone then suddenly talk about sth,which cant be blogged.

wish upon a star says: OR U EMO
wish upon a star says: just keep quiet the whole day
wish upon a star says: WOAH then the sch will b so quiet
I say: heyy!
I say: i dont contribute to noise can(:
wish upon a star says: HAHA
wish upon a star says: U CONTRIBUTE SO MUCH TO NOISE POLLUTION OK
I say: NO I DONT(:
I say: I VERY SOFTTT
wish upon a star says: yes u do
wish upon a star says: LIKE REAL
wish upon a star says: everywhere u go
wish upon a star says: if u talk everyone sure konw is u
I say: but how come):
I say: so sadddd,thn not fun
I say: everyone can recognise my voice!
wish upon a star says: U TALK TOO LOUD ALSO MA
I say: really(:
I say: hehe
I say: better try to soften down!
wish upon a star says:YES!
and yes i shall try to soften my voice/laugh not so loud?
hahah,but that would most prob be unsuccessful cause its so damn difficult(:

this is like so short of the convo,ohyah there's a part about our brothers taller than us too! well,crapping with joho is FUN:D and have fun doing work!

2009-03-12T19:41:00.010+08:00

SPORTS DAYYYY
SPORTS DAY GO TOLLEYYYYY,it was overall funnn(: was screaming for FRIENDS! they're so so great! hehehe,but must try to conserve some voice for saturday's ACS(i) campfireeeee(:
i miss miss campfires! first one this year,looking forward to it so much[:

AFTER sports day went lunch with des,nic,joy at thimson plazaaaa(: after that go to nic's house! omggg,tell you a secret(i scared of her pretty dog) hehehe! cant believe it,but WII is like so a form of excersise! we building hand muscle by playing WII (raving rabbids two) is it like that spell? hehe,DAMN FUN AND TIRING(:
but i loved it so much!

but poor joy lost her phone): awwh,hope she's feeling alright! dont worry,you'll try your best to get back your contacts kays? (:

andand i just miss you so.

2009-03-11T17:39:00.008+08:00

only one-yellowcard-
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Today not that bad,short dayyy(:
well but FNN sucked(proteins)
but it was fun at the com lab cause its just fun *wink* nicole,you know why dont you(:
i think i failed ENG): i just hope that i passed,and that the stupid "spider" not talking crap about my results. but i think i failed eng,SERIOUSLY.

PE-hah,i really cant stand that mr --- -- he's so gayish.
i shall give him a nick name (lol) okay,so lol was like asking me to go play badminton,and i told him i stomach pain and he didnt believe it.
so he said "GO NOW" "too bad you dont have a letter of excuse"
so i said "who the idiot," he stopped me and said "mind your language"
so i said "who the hell will know when stomach ache comes and somemore need mc"
so he said"go play now,if not one warning point"
i was like WL,whats his problem!
and his stupid idea of running behind the pillars caused someone to fall during pe.
but it is actually interesting to see how the class argue with him when he always dismiss us late for recess. i love 3/8 spirit la:D
stupid homo,i bet he will change sex sooner or later. HAHA,

and i love my retarded baby so so MUCH,she's no other than steph chen(: my precious baby,so chubby and cuteeeeee:D
yay,who's always asking me to pay attention during chem,thanks! but i know i dont heed her advice most of the times.
but im her mother,so she should listen to my "good" advice!
love steph retard babyyyy(:

went j8 after school,nicole and i kept laughing at that video,HAHAHA(:
and yami yoghurt-ed of course!

tomorrow's sports day! GO TOLLEYYYYY(:(:

2009-03-10T16:36:00.009+08:00

-perfectly good heart-
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

haha,i must say today isn't a really happy day after all.
i think i screwed up my maths test:O
today's a long day in school,so i came home straight cant believe it(:
tomorrow will be better i guess,its a shortttt dayyy!

and to ahbell:you must not feel stress okay? stay happy,i know its difficult cause i dont understand why,but please dont ever go into emo state,if not i'll be sadddd. so CHEER UP,loveya:D

i just hope everything can be back to how it used to be(:
miss those times when i could slack for really really long time:D
miss those times when i could come home like reallyreally late.
miss those times when there weren't so much problems in life.

and to someone:i feel like telling you something i've been keeping,but i just cant.
its really difficult and im just so sorry for everything that i've done.
sorry if i hurt you,sorry if you feel that im ignoring you but i dint mean it al all.

2009-03-09T17:06:00.010+08:00

9 march'09
today in class,GANBEL(the mean-est monitress on earth and my partner) keep irritating me! so as i promised i shall blog about her mean-ness!
whenever someone says something bad,she says "pamela see la you" and today during SS,there was this sound from outside and then something realy smelly came along and she said something like"pamela why you fart so long and so smelly" i felt like kicking her! hehehe:) and all the mean stuff she did,i shall not be so bad to post it up! on the good side,she is a nice person to work with(you better be appreciative that im prasing you) haha,GANBEL loves domo! and im going to steal her domo soon no matter what!(:

and theres another mean person:siti zahrina!(She uses chinese words to scold me)
but i had fun with her and nicole at j8.
we laughed from lets say,school toilet? all the way till we on our way home! so funny,never had such a good laugh for long(:
the funny thing is that we keep seeing things which are funny and we went kinda madddd:D and took ALOT of pictures,which is crazyaye.
talking about ppl was the bomb,crap them!(:
laugh too much,till i forget what we were laughing at actuallyyy! had FUNNN:D

andand there's so much work to do. D: arghh,well tomorrow got maths tests. so dreadful): campfires coming up soon! acs(i) first campfire of the year,yeay!:D
andand i just want march holidays to be freeeeee,hope not much homework which is impossible!D: and sports day is in two days time!

i like this song(:
voice of truth by casting crown
The voice of truth
Tells me a different story
The voice of truth
Says do not be afraid
And the voice of truth
Says this is for my glory
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth(:

i miss you somehow and i wonder why:O

2009-03-08T19:06:00.003+08:00

INTERNET'S FINALLY BACK(: happyhappy(:
life has been more tiring than expected,but still managable:D
and sports day's and i think im gonna cheer for tolley for the sake of cheering(:
and to zhengyee:congrats hor!:D

2009-02-24T08:53:00.002+08:00

E-LEARNING DAY):
so sucky la,cannot load,lagging like shit):
hahaha! but no need go schol,hooray:D
ah bell,im waiting for you to order leh!:D
heheee:DD

commn test week was BAD):
so many tests at a go):

2009-02-07T16:48:00.008+08:00

yesterday had guides(: it was the first day for most sec ones,they're real nice i guess. so far,kimberly and geraldine was the two i talked most to:DD and christabel,theres a junior who has the name name as you! cool:)
really crapped a lot yesterday with pris chia she's really insane and fun to talk with:)

week 7 coming soon,hope that i can manage the tests:) pray to god,the almighty that my friends will do well for the tests amen,:D
i need to study hard i think. all these while,like not working hard at all D; but i tried telling myself tht i must study but its not really encouraging at all.
cant wait for wednesday,end school at 10:DD

wanyu asked me to do this,there you go crazyayeee(:

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Disappointment
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i really dont know if i should look forward to this whole year or not,sometimes i do,sometimes i dont. all i can say is,pamelayeo its time to wake up to life.

2009-02-03T17:51:00.003+08:00

3 feb'09 :)

stupidddd english teacher i hate you,i shall name you a insect tht start with the letter S let me think of a good one first. you better stop irritating me if not,i'll burst at you. she really suck can,like i just talk and she makes me sit in the front. idiotic person,i DISLIKE you lots!

oh well,tomorrow theres like five lessons of FNN,im going drop dead D: i haven do coursework yet,and dont plan to do anyway(:

test week is coming,oh before tht also have tests,SAD ): i think i will fail,cause never listen,nowadays listening span is super lowwww.

on the brighter side,tomorrow going to help out with recept:) yay,i cant wait for campfire whee:DD cant wait,cant wait,cant wait any longerrrr:)

while homework load is increasing,esp physics :O i cant stand the way tht mr chui teach,it sucks and i dont even understand what the hell he's talking about everyday,if he goes faster and into other topics,im just going to be hanging there dont know what to do.

hope test week hurry over!:)

2009-02-01T19:04:00.002+08:00

I LOVE AH BELL'S MUFFIN
ah bell bought a toy poodle puppy named muffin:) argh,its super super super cute!:) i love her<3

heee,monday to friday seems slow but sat and sun passes in a blink D: super sad,school's tomorrow and i dont wanna go physics class on tues): more graphs?! i can die la. and like i dont even know where did my stupid worksheet went,sure to gets scolding,hope its in schoooool[:
oh wells,feeling quite pissed and stuff right now. moody day to me D: hope i will feel better tomorrow,or should i say i MUST be happy:) luckily,tomorrow is not a longgg day :)

2009-01-29T18:08:00.003+08:00

bottom:nicole and siti,top:me and shazana:)

shazana's my great FNN practical partner! fun to work with,and fun when we dont listen to kimchi's words during pratcical:) haha!

siti's a nicenice friend,always there to talk with:) and sending me movies[=

yay!

nicole's my blur friend,blur she is!:D fun to tease!

we love to camwhoreeeee:)

i love them<3

PHYSICS AND FNN is bringing me down down down D: omg,i dont know how to do graphs cause i never knew how to ): and theres two graphs to be handed in,if not it will be getting out of class ;O compound interest is chim-logy la):

today,brought laptop for FNN. wasnt even listening to tht kimchi talking la,stupid naggy person D; and theres coursework again,D; and i dont know what she expects us to doD; DIE

new year was fun and also boringggg,guess it was at least relaxing:) played with my baby cousin,she's so cuteeee:) teehee,went j8 today to eat yami youghurt yay!

im tired,so bye

trish's b'day tomorrow! :)

CNY

2009-01-26T07:24:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year to all

i owe joy lee rong a big angpao now,haha:)
ps.i wanna go to a quiet place again...to sort out my thinkings and thoughts. i think i really do.

2009-01-25T17:50:00.003+08:00

CNY EVE
though its cny,im not really in the mood. and i wonder why:)
heehee. i suddenly miss school D:

i suddenly think about all my friends around me and how wonderful they are,i thank god for them in my life:) i love them too much and will treasure them lots.i want to thank them for all they have done and the happiness they added into my life:D

ah bell i wanna be your dog's god sis!!!! i bet your dog damn cute<3>
cant wait for wednesday! wheeee:)

someone's really weird and no matter what i think i cant figure our what she's really thinking,gosh D:

2009-01-24T18:31:00.006+08:00

these are some of the baby rabbits,theyre kinda grown up i must say:) i hope i can keep all of them,but i cant D; they are all so cute:) i heart them<3>

cny eve tomorrow:) cny real soon,wonder why this year's cny so early!;D

2009-01-23T17:00:00.003+08:00

CNY CELEBRATIONS[:

dismissal time was great-11 plus,heeeeee<3

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all, :)

enjoy collecting angpaos and eating new year goodies i suppose?

wanyu,dont be sad or anything okay? must be happy truly like how you're suppose to be:)

thanks for your letter<3

went j8 with nicole,slack there and went home:) break record,go home so early:) heehee,i wanted to go to a place really quiet today. i have no idea why either,andand nicole said its weird,but i just felt like it. i wonder why ;O

2009-01-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

boringgg homework affects cny mood la DD;
haha,today phy was confusing like siao,cause i suck at graphs):
hist i dont know which topic we're at.
maths is getting confusing day by day.

i need to get my orange thick ring file,ASAP[:

cny's cominggggg,happy or sad? not sure ;O
need to talk to someone but dont know if i should D;

2009-01-20T18:48:00.002+08:00

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's
left to do is run
You'll be the prince and
I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

joy lee sings this almost everyday:) haha,she's a really nice and funny partner i must say;D
i wonder wht are her brains made of,she never fails to think of nonsense to make me laugh.
trying my best to listen in class,but its really difficult,trying to understand wht the teachers are teaching,cause its confusing for me D;
attention span not high at all ):

i love my sweetcorn<3

2009-01-19T19:06:00.002+08:00

Another boring day:
late for school today,got booked at 7.36 with ah bell at least we're doing cwo tgt:)
lessons sucks as usual,poping is super boring and i was doodling the whole lesson,
ss was bad cause people had to get out of class for talking and if someone tends to say wl,zhu say replace it with"oh i see" i mean its like so out of point. HAHA!
english was better cause i changed class,mrs teo is nice:) we can lie down when she's teaching,somemore in space:) but she only teaching us for a while,so sad DD;

made new friends:crystal and jewel,they from ah bell church but they very nice,sociable i guess:)

ah bell dont be sad okay,no matter wht i promise tht our friendships will not drift,dont let being on the 3rd level affect you,i feel sad seeing my dear friend sad as well,please cheer up:)
i will treasure our friendship,so please be happy;D loves<3

2009-01-18T17:18:00.004+08:00

Today i wanted to join ah bell,wanyu,amethyst for studying date at ah bell house but i coulnt cause i had to go church seeking with my cousin! D;

church seeking was alright most prob going to the one we both like:)

and this is wanyu,the really lame beef/chicken:)
i heard that she has been talking to ah bell's toy. creepy crazy girl:) do you rmb when this photo was taken? it was during lunch at PS macs! haha:D
you holiding your mac chicken leh!

homework left:english holiday work(omg)
-phy(done)
-maths(done
-FNN(forget bring home)

better get to doing my english~ though im still talking online;DD

2009-01-17T10:50:00.006+08:00

This are my crazyaye friends: harmony,nic,des,me,athena,ahbell:) and not forgetting yingsquare!:)
i hope friendship never ends.

Thanks ah belland wan fish for the sweet post:)
Thanks jolene and ah bell for the super cute cookie monster and the bigg monkey:)

Homework:
physics-conversion of units.
maths-ex 1c
FNN-coursework? i forget la.
boringgggg.

Yay! CAMPFIRE coming! 14 march-acs(I)
i cant wait<3

Athena you look super cute singing for chapel ystd;D

The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing

How great is our God
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

indeed how great is our god,
really great.

2009-01-15T18:00:00.004+08:00

LUNCHING with ah bell can be insane la(:
thanks for th crazy-ness yesterday ah bell(:
you are one BIG nonsense la!
love,love,love!

andand thanks to all who sent birthday wishes <3
there's guides tomorrow!;D
i miss campfires A LOT:)

i think im starting to be scared about phy ALOT,its like i dont understand the basic. omg,DD;
i hope i can at least understand a bit.

i think tht my chem teacher's kinda weird la,she has so many rules to follow and whtever she says i need lke super long to get it into my brain:)

FNN i got feeling it wont be tht great after all,COURSEWORK alone? omg,i dint know.
lessons are real boring too.

now,i can seem to find any likeable subject. everythings like alien to me,i dont understand anything. and popping lesson like noone paying attention,today's something about allies? but whts the meaning i dont even know,haha!;D

chinese is th most relax lesson(: three cheers for chinese!

2009-01-13T18:10:00.003+08:00

SNOWY/MERRY please rest in peace my dearest hamster.
quick go along and join hamham(ah bell's hamster) in heaven.
you two are dearly missed by me.
i love you merry you have been such a strong hamster(: 3 years already..though its shocking tht you passed away,but though you have a tumor yet so strong,im proud of you(:
rest well,you are free from pain now.
eat giant sunflower seeds,run on beautiful wheels okay.;DD
i will think of you occasionally but not always because its saddening to get reminded of the fact tht you're gone. you'll live in my heart always(: i'll look on the bright side tht you will no longer be in pain or suffering.
love you always dearest merry:)
im glad you passed away so peacefully,misses and lotsa love always(:
-merry died peacefully on 12 jan'09-

on the bright side,lessons have start today. need to buy so many different colour file(: haha,cool.
week 7(common test week) cries):
right now,im beggining to be scared of phy,it looks really complicated and difficultDD;
i must try to pay attention in class,if i can(: and thank god my mum's fine already,just tht she still need to rest and have not fully recovered.

2009-01-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

i pray that everything will be just fine.
i pray thay she will have the energy again to scold me for every little mistake tht i make.
i pray she will get well.
i pray all these in jesus name,
amen.

right now,i cant sleep.
my mum and dad are on their way to the hospital.
looks like its something to do with my mum's asthma.
but not sure either,i really dont know.
suddenly i feel scared,i've never seen such a weak side of her before.
everything can only be confirmmed when someone tells me wht exactly happen to her.
and the person is no other than,
my dad. im suppose to be sleeping,but i seriously cant cause i dont feel at ease.
hope he calls soon,or wait till tomorrow to find out cause i dont think he will wake me up.

now,i have to stop worrying about it. things might not be as bad as what im imagining now.

2009-01-10T16:53:00.003+08:00

my rabbit gave birth to five babies when i was in camp(:

awwh,the babies are super cute. they haven open eyes yet,anth few more days i guess(:

yaye! adorable babies without fur. ahaha;D

looking forward for them to grow up into beautiful rabbits(:

CAMP SICK. shucks

2009-01-09T17:01:00.001+08:00

CAMP!
5 days four nights,it is indeed a tiring but fun experience for me and i believe for many as well(: i learnt many things in camp,about teamwork,cooperation,patience,resilience.

at first,i kept thinking tht i want to go home and everything,but when its time to go. i actually cried cause it was saddening to leave the trainers.

to trainers:THANKS,you all left me with such memorable memories at saribum campsite especially CAMPFIRE!;D

AUDI rocks forever!
come on come on,lets tell the world about us,
(audi audi audi!)
comon comon lets tell the world about us,
(audi audi audi!)

hopefully 3/8 will work well as a class always for the next three years(:

2009-01-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

CAMP!!

tomorrow's camp,i dont really look forward to the toilets in camp,but i guess it will be fun overall(:

i should look forward to it so tht i will enjoy it? haha,

anyway,i think i will miss my dogs like crazy;D

andand its like 5 days?!omg,HAHA;D

i will miss my handphone lots(:
i wonder what fun things will happen during camp[=

2009-01-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

cca fair!
it was fun overall though i didnt expect it to be like this;DD
fun with all the screamings and all the colourful balloons around the canteen(:
the balloons were niceeeeee(:

omg,ah bell's back today! she smsed me;D
finally she's back! yay;D
camp next mon-fri,i bet its gonna be tiring and dirty la,
but i think it will be fun?;D
hopefully. im so not going to do the height elements,heights is my number one top phobia manDD;

happy day.

2009-01-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL:
it was just like any normal school day i suppose;D
and i cant believe i was late though i left so early,stupid jam la.
ahaha,3n8 seems to ba a nice class(:
hope this yr we'll know each other well;DD

had guides(:
preparations for cca fair tomorrow[=

2009-01-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

ITS FINALLY A NEW YEAR!(:
cant wait for many things this year,cant wait for school,guides,campfireees,and for christabel to ba back!(:
happy 2009!
hope this year will be a great year for everyone!;DD

ps,thanks wanyu for your concern(:
ah bell too!!!! loves:D

2008-12-31T09:58:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY TO A NEW YEAR!
hope that next year things will turn out fine(:
andand to christabel who's still in japan!):
i miss you okay,better hurry come back!!!! how can you miss first day of school!
heehee,just kidding;D looking forward to laughing with you again.

i miss guides and campfires!((:
i miss my handphone that passed away.

two more days to school(:
i miss all my friends but not school.
i hope tht everyone's doing fine;D

goodbye 2/8,hello 3/7(:

2008-11-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

ytd had amazing race with SA scouts,it was fun but tiring(:
group 4,watermelon rocks(:
i love all the stations but sadly,didnt get to go for all stations.
oh well,benjamin the watermelon is really cute!
fabian-FA BIAN is funny.
rachel and cassandra,it was fun talking to you two;D
i miss ytd so so much(:

i love the six stations especially jolene's liyi's and yan mei's
its so fun!(:

looking forward to friday's cycling trip.
sadly,jolene cant come):